She asked me if I fancied some fun and set out the cost of full sex at £20. I replied that I was a happy married man, to that she replied that she wo...ld not tell my wife.I managed to start up a general conversation with her asking her why she did this type of work etc and her answers where not that of a hooker. She then offered me a blow job for a tenner, again I declined as I only had a few quid with me.I was getting quite cold by now but my erection remained as I was quite turned on looking. U.D."Janus, I am sorry for not discussing this with you. You are me, so I know you would of course have argued, but I didn't have the time to argue with you. I am going to try and take out the portal on my own; as your last order authorized me to use any means possible to stop them."I frowned at that."Janus your mission will be as follows, I am dropping more pods full of weapons as I head north to the complex, they will be coded for either you or Jacob to open, I will also be dropping some of. He had his hands on either side of my head on the wall and I could see he'd obviously been hitting the gym even harder since we'd stopped talking. His shoulders and arms were thick with muscle, his tattoos popping in a way that made my fingers itch to trace their outlines. I summoned the last of my strength and slid my back down against the wall, thinking to duck out from under his arms, but he was so fast. He'd always been so fast. His right hand came up between my legs, and I realized my. I sat there, frozen, as the screen went black again, staring at the TV in case there was more that I had missed previously. But the DVD eventually ended and I knew I had finally heard everything he’d meant to tell me. It was weeks before I could bring myself to speak of it, weeks of me walking around in a daze trying to digest Ben’s words. It wasn’t the paralyzing stupor of my depression, but it left me similarly withdrawn and pensive. I could see everyone’s concern for me and finally arranged.