. And I don'tthink I could take the risk of a chatty cabby talking to me tonight... orletching at me, which would be worse...Home gives me a chance to...take out the tampon, and bathe, and try and getmy head in order.. I can't start walking around like a love struck girl.But.. I did feel owned today... and that felt good. I even masturbate inthe bath thinking about it... and when I dress in my stockings and negligeefor bed, I tie my legs together with silk scarves one around my ankles andone each. She said she was looking for a full time relationship and said she would have to tell her family about me as she had strong feelings for me.It was about 6pm and had just finished eating we went back to the room. I sat on the bed and she sat next to me so I kissed her. She enjoyed it. I stood up and took my shirt off and unbuttoned my jeans. She looked shocked I told her I was falling for her and really wanted this she hesitated. I took my jeans off and pulled my boxers off. I stood there naked. Surely tomorrow when he sobered up, I'd be able to convince him that this had been necessary to prove a point at how his porn addiction made me desperate? With Jerome licking my ass, which felt SOOO well, and the look on Brad's face, I was enjoying what I was doing, for us. After all- wasn't I doing this to help our marriage?But Brad and I were the only ones who were drunk, and in slow motion. In an instant, the s mug smile was wiped off my face, and my half closed eyes shot wide open. Jerome. Father turned the page of his newspaper. "Really? I'm impressed. I couldn't keep anything down for a full day before the service. That morning, I still had dry heaves."I stared at the man. "It wasn't legally binding and the three of you'd been together almost twenty years. Did you have the flu?"He laughed. "No, just still incapable of making an actual lifelong promise to Pharaoh or Joey. My life won't be long enough." He put the newspaper down. "You, however, are about to be contractually.