She didn't want it to happen, even now, but she'd done nothing to stop it. She'd never felt this way before, in all the times she'd made love to Jerry... She didn't want that thing in her and yet it was now inside her. Aware that she was breathing very hard, very fast, with her face turned she was staring at the KY jelly tubs that she'd used to make this horrible thing possible. She now felt the weight of the man on top of her. She realized that she didn't know what he looked like, and she didn't. Standing with him in front of the house outside of town, she said, "Jack, what are we doing here?"Earlier in the week he had had a private detective check on the house where Erin had been raped by Rod. It had been up for rent. After talking with the female real estate agent and explaining why he wanted to rent the house, he had managed to rent it for the weekend. The detective, an old friend of his, had worked on it the day before getting things ready for him.He took Erin in his arms and. “Thanks for the invite. Ann around?” She hadn’t been in evidence since he walked in, hence the question.“No, believe it or not she’s at church. A women’s club thing,” I said. She doesn’t like baseball anyway. Get yourself a brew; I stocked up.” He nodded and headed for the kitchen. He was back in one minute.“So what’s the occasion?” he said coming back into the front room.“Nothing. I mean the ballgame, but nothing besides that. It just occurred to me that after everything that we hadn’t gotten. Bo cheek padi auke aankhe band thi aur usne aapne dono haanthon se mere baajo pakad rakhe the lund aandar jaate hi uske naakoon meri baahon par gad gye meri baahon se khoon nikalne laga mene parwaah nahi ki aur aapni speed bada di 15 min tak ek si speed me me use chodta raha use kuch paresaani hone lagai usne mujhe rukne ko bola me ruk gya aur aapne per mere haathon se chuda kar seedhe kar liye per seedhe hote hi use kuch rahat mili kuch der ruk kar usne thoda uppar uth kar meri gardan aapne.