" Jamais!" I said, not truly believing it.The temptation was there, for all that I wished to deny it. So little wouldbe required on my part. Not even ... force of will, just a moment ofrelaxation, an acceptance of what could be. Of what must be. I could allowit, become that lush, undeniably feminine being who lived only to serve. Itwas such a simple, comforting life. Already, I missed my full, invitingbosom. That form felt so natural, so right. I could scarcely remember whatit was to be. While I was shitting on the grass, she held my penis and put the pee stream onto her tits letting it run down her stomach and legs and she screamed aloud ?OH MY GODDDDD YESSSSSSSS, YESSSSSS FUCK YESSSSSSSSS!!!!!? driving her fingers harder onto her clit masterbating, she yelled again ?FUCCCKKKK YEEEESSSSSSS MOTHER FUCKER YESSSSSSS!!!? and squirted two massive waves of hot female ejaculate onto the grass mixing with my piss dripping from her gorgeous body. I lifted my head enough to see that. They joked and boasted and showed off to each other as all such groups of newly-fledged men do. Suddenly I was transported back to when I might have entertained oh-so similar a score of youths, on that very patch of hillside… when the great-great-grandfathers of the trees surrounding might yet have been seedlings. Bronze spears and shields laid aside glinting as linen tunics were likewise discarded. Battles yet to be fought and won in honour of their fathers on every tongue, as I took current. " I'm glad your meeting with Max went well. That took a lot of courage on your part." Thank you, Ben. I'm pleased that you're in love. She must be very special."Nadine promised to keep me updated as to the progress in regard to my settlement with the credit card companies, but I believe that hearing me say I was in love with Millie diminished the thrill of talking so candidly to a stranger about her fears and fantasies.Down stairs, Jen was in a jovial mood that rivaled mine. Ed was unusually.