I think this might work out for the boys, and for you and me."I drew her closely, and we fell asleep, breathing each other's scent.Once we had complet...d cleaning up from breakfast the next morning, I sat Marie down at the dining room table and showed her my notes."I figure that house can realistically get $500/month in rent. If Annie pays me $1,000/month, she puts $6,000 into the cushion account each year. If she pays the first month and last month in advance, that puts the first year at. I trusted her and I loved how sheseemed to know exactly how to treat me so that I craved her more andmore.."You're my girl now, Bunny. You understand?" Yes, Betsy."***A month later I was lying in bed with Betsy and she said, "I hope youunderstand that I'm going to marry you." I responded by giving Betsy akiss on the lips. "I take that to mean that you accept." Of course, Betsy. I'd love to be your wife." You barely know me." You barely know me." You're everything I desire in a girl." You're. I needed to get out of that house. I needed to get out of that town.I just needed to get out.Funny, how while I was sick and tired of everyone trying to jam their Christmas cheer down my throat, all I could think about was James and his insistence that I find my Christmas spirit.I absently reached for the card he had given me, where I had placed it on my nightstand next to my cell phone. I stared at it for a few minutes, wondering about the possibilities.I hadn't been laid since my last night. ..and so you want me to have a husband who wears a dress.You want to role-play as the maid of the manor ... and so you want me toswallow hard and be married to the maid of the manor. Being a woman ismore than stuffing falsies in a bra. It's waking up every moment beingweaker, and smaller, and more vulnerable. It's taking shit from men.She paused."Hell, I'd try to understand if you really wanted to be a woman. If youwanted to be Laverne Cox or Caitlyn Jenner or Cher, one of those dragqueens. If.