"I guess okay, he wants to make sure our sex life stays exciting and strong. So far I guess it's helped." So what you're saying is, your going along w...th what he wants, to keep your sex life strong?" Yes, it has been kind of exciting thinking about being with a stranger, but I'm glad you were here tonight."Why do you say that Sara? you don't really know what kind of guy I am. I could turn out to be the most demented bastard you could ever imagine once we get to my room. You can't tell what kind. Mary’s eyes searched my face. She knew I was wrestling with my own needs and wants as it pertained to each of them and all the others. I had demanded Lisa give me full power over her. Power. Why did I want her to surrender so completely? Was the devil dog biting my ass? Or, was it just good, clean fun for all of us.Mary was right. I analyzed things too much, and sometimes with no result.We all carried Lisa’s bags to the check-in and walked her to the gate. It was a typical family departure,. I was hesitating whether to take entry tickets or not as it was already evening and park will get closed soon. However upon her insistence I took two tickets and we went inside. We sat at a chair at the remote corner where less people used to pass by. We sat together and she told about various incidence of her life. I could feel that she was looking a good friend out of me first. So I sat with her, listened attentively to her. I tried to care about her genuinely and she started becoming very. It was harped constantly that I needed to focus on my intellect and my spiritual development, to offset my physical defects.I suppose I was grateful later in my life that the constant injections of venoms and plant poisons gave me a resistance immunity to almost all natural forms of poison, but as a growing child, it was torture to be half paralyzed with curare, or rattlesnake venom, forbidden to play with other children, and made to study things like physics, chemistry, mathematics, music,.