‘Are you okay?’ ‘Yes, I’m okay…NO…not really. My dress is stained. It’s very costly and I can’t afford to just throw it away. I need t... clean it up quickly.’ ‘Please, let me help. You can clean it in my suite upstairs.’ ‘Well, I don’t know…’ ‘It will be fine. Bring a friend to accompany you for your own piece of mind.’ Leona gave in. She had reinforced her cover by chatting up a prostitute. Leona motioned her to join them. They followed Gathau to the elevator. The trio rode it high into the. .. Shit, this sound's pathetic, but I wanted to be the one to find him, and to be able to hold him as he cried because I had come to rescue him.But instead of being the knight in shining armor, I was the blind fool who had continued on my quest for glory even after realizing that Tim's life probably wasn't in danger, receiving Lea's advice to return home, and basically allowed myself to go along with Charles even after seeing his goals were not the same as mine.I felt like I had betrayed him. You are the strongest person I know, Sierra. That is why he loves you, whether you wanted him to or not. And that’s why you should let him.’ She hugged me one last time, and then left to get supper started. I was proven right about the Sheryl Crow music, finally, when Leliana grabbed her Lute during supper and started belting out songs. It was fine for a couple until she came to ‘Strong Enough’. God I feel like hell tonight. Tears of rage I cannot fight. I’ll be the last to help you. For her love is purely loving and care. not sex. so When ever we go to theater I use to touch her were ever possible for me without her mind upset.Last 2 yrs I lost my control on sex as I started to plead her lot. she always refuse saying it’s all bad before marriage. but I couldn’t control and I too thought I should give myself fully to her alone as I fixed as my wife. many times we quarrelled. bit she never accepted.Last November too I pleaded suddenly she said I don’t wann sex but I ll come.