Maine use offer kiya icecream ke liye. Bs wahi se hmari dosti ki kahani shuru hui. Lekin mere dil me koi pap nahi tha. Bs aise hi chalta raha. Main us...e akele mein milna chahta tha bt mauka nahi tha.1 din mauka mil hi gya. Pados mein satsang tha to sabhi waha par gae hue the. Par main ghar par hi raha. Mujhe laga gurdeep bhi gayi hogi so tv hi dekhta rha. Main vaise hi bahar nikla to dekha gurdeep tej dhup mein bahar khadi thi. Maine use andar ane ko kaha par usne mna kr diya. Maine fir se kaha. She lived on Beacon street, i remeber being all nervous walking over there but that all evaporated when she opened the door, she wore a black bra, thong, thigh highs and heels and was beautiful, she invited me in and had me sit on the bed, got me undressed and then laid me on the bed while we watched a porn and then all of a sudden she kissed me, she stuck her tongue in my mouth and i remember feeling so at peace and thing "this is totally worth it" my hand exploring her body, reaching for her. I can’t wait to get home and finish what we started… I waited. And I waited some more. About thirty minutes later I received a text back from her. Hey…I’m not really feeling up to playing when you get home. I’m tired and just not horny…maybe later. I was pissed. Here I was expecting to her to be waiting to jump me as soon as I walked through the door, but no. She wasn’t in the mood anymore. I knew I could quickly change that, but why? Why should I when she was begging for it this morning? I. We were all sitting around enjoying a few drinks and consuming the spread that the ladies provided. When out of the blue Sally James posed the question."So when are you two going to make it public then?"Annie and I sat there in stunned silence. Finally Annie got her senses together and replied."Jim and I considered it only respectful to hold off for a while. Clarrie has only been dead for a short while and it would seem improper for me to be jumping into bed with Jim. Yes we do have feelings.