I got a set of hand cuffs, a spreader bar out and a dildo. I wanted to take her cherries and I really wanted it to be painful. I guess I’m sadistic....I put her on her back on a kitchen like table and told her to put her arms over her head. I had attached eye hooks on the table all around the edges. I put the handcuffs on her and attached them to the eye hook at the top of the table, then I put the spreader bar between her legs and fastened it to her ankles then I raised her legs up in the air. His requirement of her that she purchase a full collection of whips, give him nude photographs of herself and a notarized Agreement of Service were intended to provide a significant test of her pledge of obedience especially since they were likely to provide public sexual excitement and embarrassment. She began to steel herself to the tasks at hand. She only had several months to go._______________________________________________________________ Ann had decided to present Chip with an album of. She thought she could maybe drive to the roadhouse she went to the weekend before but decided it may be too risky to reappear there so soon. Well first and foremost I should go home and swap my four wheels for two! So she turned in the direction of home to change and get her beloved bike. Upon arriving at home Meagan changed into her tight black leather pants and decided against a bra but chose some lavender lace thong panties and put on a very low cut lavender tank underneath her motorcycle. I understand, but I don’t like what I understand. I can’t feel as close to her as I was feeling just a short time ago. I’m not ready to give up, but I’m feeling less enthused. Karen would tell me that I’m overreacting, but the damaged damsel is a lesson I don’t want to repeat. I know that it’s unlikely that I’ll ever meet a woman who hasn’t been hurt by some guy, but to freeze up over a ride in a car makes me wonder what other mistrust might burn me. At least I’ve been able to keep my distrust.