Aidan felt himself physically shaking with anger as Lili relayed the scene with Dave. He imagined smashing Dave’s face to a kitchen counter or some ...ther hard surface. ‘So, that’s it,’ Lili finished. ‘I guess I’m an ‘orphan’ now. But now that I’m thinking and talking about it, the more I think that this is better for me. I’ve always had a horrible relationship with my parents. And Dave. Now I know why.’ ‘Lili, Dave only said those things to upset you on purpose. And there’s not a doubt in my. .. her age... her statistics (five-one, ninety-five, thirty-four, twenty-two, thirty-one)... the state of her virginity (no questions asked as to its loss) her general knowledge of the Bare-Stud-Cats purpose... Then began the ordeal of initiation. First she was asked to show them the soles of her boots, which she did. The ridged rubber soles belonged to the only boots she possessed, shiny black fur-lined leather that fitted snugly to just below her knees without benefit of zipper, the tops. Those hands. The way your adams apple bobs when you speak. I admire your neck for a moment, you've shaved. I know it's just for me. I can still see the outlines of the hickeys I'd left there the last time we'd seen each other. "What, are you marking me?" you had asked, laughing. "Yes." I'd replied with gusto, my seriousness displaying the passion we shared. "So everyone will know who you belong to."I bite my lip in anticipation, remembering. After such a recollection I can't handle the fact. She said I wasn’t perving – I was watching and learning – I have never done it one of the ways you two were doing it so I watched.I said hang on – you are telling me you have sex.Whats wrong with that I am legally allowed to. Whats more I like it.Who do you have sex with I asked.My boyfriend. I have just started to do it with him.You have just started what do you mean by that – you have only done it once.No – he is my second boyfriend – my first one did it the first time and I don’t like him.