Passing the spot at the edge of the track my thoughts then turned toJenn. Was I just lusting after her? Her treatment by Angelica was againstirring my...imagination. Last night I had re-read The Story of O. I nowsaw it as possible for my feminine self to capture Jenn, to control herbeauty. I considered what Candice had advised, keep it simple. There wereseveral women in my new life that could become important.I was quite excited when I returned from the field and I taken my toyinto the shower.. I don’t know about you, but I can only read for so long and then I got to rest my eyes somewhat. So when eye resting time came up, I found myself lookin’ over my toes at the two Oriental girls and caught one of ‘em checking me out.You know the old saying: One never knows, but then one always knows? It don’t matter if you do or you don’t. I felt it in my bones one of them girls was trying to look up the leg of my shorts just like I’d of tried seeing up her dress if she had one on.I decided to. Arnab too pleased & content, nods his head subconsciously, in affirmative.This continues for the next few years in college, with increasing in frequency, as all in their college had by now, came to know about their relationship, & Natasha becoming less shy (she still was a bit though). They also used to make out during their holidays, to any new places in hotels, besides their 2-weekly room make-out session, but they never progressed any farther, sticking to the ‘no 3rd base except clit’ rule.. I look at all the stuff and see there’s no dust on anything the place is completely clean. ‘I haven’t came here for 20 years, yet everything looks like it did back then.’ I walk into the bedroom and close the door. I walk to the end table and pick up a solid gold case. I sit on the bed and open it up and pick out my ring and put it on my ring finger. I pick out her ring and i kiss it and put it back. Phone ringing. I put the gold case back on the end table and I lay down on the bed. Phone.