My doing this now for the past five years has made me feel much better. I still don’t feel I have made amends but it is a start.Lisa is my wife of 2... years. She is 44 years old and a beauty. She is 5’5 and weighs in at 120lbs. Most of it is in her chest. She would kill me for mentioning that as she has always been self-conscious about being large breasted. I met her 24 years ago on the beach. It was a “Bo Derrick” moment. She was just coming out of the water and did one of those head moves. It was Amanda's home number."Hello?" Daddy? Please, you have to get here." It was Lane. Amanda's eldest son and my third born."Lane what are you doing? You can't be calling me and talking to me like--" Daddy please--" There was a crash in the background and then I could hear the phone being dropped. I could hear screaming and yelling in the background but I couldn't make anything out.After trying to get Lane on the phone for a second I hung up the cell and ran out. Just before the stray had ran. I'd even dated a nice girl from time to time. So you'd be right in thinking that I was a bit of a closet case. I used to pass a gay bar on my way home from work; in the summer the faggots would spill out over the pavement and ogle me as I jogged past. I wanted nothing to do with them and no way did I feel part of them. Don't get me wrong - they didn't bother me and I wouldn't badmouth them; I just didn't feel that I could relate to them. So I guess you could say I was an arrogant son of a. The squirt and piss sprayed on the whole floor under her and she was laying in a pool of body-juice.Now I felt that I couldn't hold my cum anymore, pulled out my dick (but still leaving my hands and fingers where they were) and shot my cum onto her ass and back. It came out in a big gush and the first load landed in her hair, over her head on the floor and on her neck. She was totally messed in cum and the view of her nice gaping ass made me cum a huge load. As she still fisted herself and the.