In order to be part of the group, I had to kill the man who raped me more than once. If I didn't do it, I'd be thrown to the wolves. I sat in my cell ...rying to calm myself down till dinnertime.I was in line with my tray. I saw Chevez sitting where he usually sat with a few members of his gang. He saw me in the line and kind of smirked at me. It made me angrier and would help me get the nerve to do what I had to do. Snake put some mashed potatoes on my plate and a shiv wrapped in a napkin.I got. “You’re… making it go away..” I must have sounded almost as croaky with my simple, "Making what go away?"“The headache, it’s killing me.”His lips turned up at the corners, and I almost laughed at the irony of his statement, but he looked so much more radiant than before, despite having just died and come back to life. I was drawn even more to him, I could not have imagined how handsome he could be. How could I have known? But he was here now, gazing at me with those piercing green eyes. . “Are you attracted to older women, John?”“I’m attracted to you.”“How old are you, John?”Twenty-eight,” I said.“I’m forty-three. Fifteen years is a big difference in age.”“You look like you’re in your early thirties to me, so I figure, hell, it’s only three or four years.”“Good answer. Do you want to fuck me?”This was a surprise, but a good surprise, to hear her say ‘fuck’. It was sexy to hear her say it. “Yes, Rebecca.”“Say it.”“I want to fuck you.”“Rebecca.”“I want to fuck you,. Thank you sir." She cherished the bitter taste of Michael's waste and swirled the small brown shard around inside her mouth. He watched her throat flex as she swallowed her first ever piece of fresh shit, after thanking him again her hand immediately went back between his legs to his dirt hole. Her finger screwed it's way back inside him, collecting food for her on the way. Michael this time started clenching while her finger was still in, she felt his inner muscles constrict around her skin.