But he wasn’t proud. He felt like he had done something wrong, somehow.He thought about Misty. He would, most likely, never be able to see their chi...d, not in any meaningful way. He was sure she’d be a good mother, but he knew what it was like to have no father.He drove on. He wasn’t used to being frustrated. He wasn’t used to feeling like he couldn’t hold his head up. He wasn’t used to feeling like he was spinning his wheels ... going no place ... doing things that accomplishing nothing that. ." and wink at him.Once I reached my desk again, I started imagining the size of his throbbing cock, and me riding it slowly. I need to make him mine.After a couple of hours filling forms, my boss texts me again."Kolin, please come in the office, I need to talk to you"Are we finally going to fuck?! I was thinking that the golden moment was finally here, that he couldn't take it anymore and he would finally bend me over his desk and pull his length inside me. I wanted this moment so much... As I. But anyway I went into a deep depression for the next 10yrs. I know longer wanted anything to do with him. For that 10yrs I maybe let him touch once a yr. He had started really sarcastic toward me after our 3rd yr together and that along with my depression just made me hate him more. We would go to church and I would pray for help with my feelings or get me out of this misery. It was during this time that I met my friend Dana, in 1997. She quickly became my best friend and confidante. She would. Hoover pushed back from the table and stood."Sorry, Lee, but I thought you ought to know."I looked up at him and nodded. "Yeah. Thanks for having the guts to tell me, Vac. I appreciate it."He looked visibly relieved as he turned and walked out of the cafeteria.That little drama in the SUB pretty much messed up my day. If Vac was right, Shannon was cheating on me. Not only that, she was cheating with one of the biggest blowhard assholes on the entire campus. Monte Belland was a rich man's son,.