I was too hungry to kiss and even fuck her but with people around, I could only hold my hands tight and bite my teeth. I had my room booked at Hotel 9.... After lunch, we went straight to the hotel. I was amazed at my room with all wood furnished walls and a corner bed right close to the wall. The feel of the room made me feel too horny.I could not resist myself. I immediately dragged her close to me and kissed her tight. She also wrapped her arms around my neck and sucked my lips deep. I slowly. We arrived at his house and entered. we sat at the table drinking and telling tall stories about the good old days. We came up with the ideal of reliving one of our living room camp outs we had when we in elementary school. Larry provided the blankets, comforts, sheets, and pillows. We made our little tents and found a cheesy scary movie on the tube. Soon we grew tired and switched to wrestling, laughing and drunker than cootie brown we rolled around on the floor till we were tuckered out . I didn’t know if I could bear what for me would be the torture of his being several thousand miles away for so many long stretches of time. I tried so damn hard to hold back the tears, asking myself ‘Why now? Why me? I have waited all my life for this…why now?’ I turned away so he could not see the tears. Choking back as many as I could, I simply said, ‘That’s great. It is what you always wanted.’ Joe walked over to me, and turned me to face him. In that baritone voice that so many times made. "It was my sister's friend, Iris, who answered first, "Not a big deal, Ben. I see my brothers do it all the time. I'm used to seeing it so it's no biggie to me. I like to watch them." Just don't tell mom and dad, okay?" I asked and they both promised they wouldn't.So, the one time I got caught, it actually turned out okay. But that wasn't the end of it either.The next morning, when I came down for breakfast, my sister was sitting at the table eating her cereal.After our normal greetings, she.