This is a story, when I was 22.I completed my diploma from a polytechnic college and joined a private firm as site engineer at a village area in bihar...at the age of 21. Talking about me, I am fair by complexion, chubby since childhood. Since my adultery I was interested in the gay world but lack of time and other commitments restricted me to not to have any relevant experience.When I had my first posting, I was happy with my handsome salary and at the same time morose about posting at a remote. So I did the most obvious thing, and climbed back into bed with the naked Moira.She was still asleep as I climbed under the covers, and her arm automatically draped across me, kind of like I was her lover. I lay on my back somewhat stiffly, feeling her hold me close. I decided to roll onto my side, but then found myself rolling towards her, not away.It was then that Moira woke up, opening her eyes to see me staring. She was so beautiful that I wasn't even jealous about it."Oh – I guess we're a. . Wait..." He held onto me as I tried to get away.I didn't want to fight him. I wasn't that angry. Just disappointed, I guess, more than anything else. I could understand Sherry's point because yeah, I did have secrets, but it still wasn't right. Mark should have said something up front."Look, just call Jane, okay? She called tonight too, about half an hour ago. Just call her and then decide," David said, looking into my eyes. He was so handsome, so damn cute all the time; it was hard to say no. Here's the part I know is probably going to get me introuble...mom I'm sorry but I'm the one that used your credit card at thatcanadian pharmacy, nine months ago I bought a year's supply of estradiol andanti-androgen patches and I've been wearing them everyday since then, atfirst nothing happened for a few months and then..well you see, I'm sorryfor what I did and not coming to you, I just felt trapped and scared, I justneed to be a girl."Dr. Price cut me off, "Andrew self medicating yourself.