I was so very close to orgasm and thought I would feel guilty if I had one from a woman. And I thought she also was trying to get me close perhaps but...not over the top.From the top of the table she massaged my head then went to the neck and shoulders with slow sensual strokes. Then while still standing at the head of the table she took her two hands down the center of my chest and stomach just reaching my pussy then back up cupping my breasts on the way. She stayed on my breasts for a moment. I had some ideas of what to do with my share since Christmas was coming up shortly.I called a local travel agent and they set us up for a Caribbean cruise over Christmas vacation. The one I chose went to Cozumel, Cancun and Playa Del Carmen. I kept it a secret from Cathy so she would be surprised on Christmas day. I also got her a nice semi-formal dress since I knew there would be a dress up affair on board during the cruise. When it came time for Cathy's senior prom she would need a formal. Grinning mischievously, I move until I am seated overhis stomach. Leaning over, trying to be as quiet as possible, I kiss hisneck, my tongue slipping warmly over him. He doesn’t even stir. Ithread my hands through his hair and slowly breathe into his ear,knowing how much he likes that when he is awake. Sliding down alittle bit, I begin to suck and lick his nipples into little pointy peaks.He sighs quietly, still asleep, and shifts so that the blanket covering hislower half moves. After I was discharged from the hospital, Michelle tried to see me but those visits were few and far between. Not once was I allowed to go to her home or even call there to talk to her. Michelle went so far as to get a cheap cell phone, one of those pay as you go phones and set up a schedule so I could call her and still keep her family in the dark. Naturally none of these things lasted very long. The cell phone was disconnected and her older brother was told that I was bothering her so he.