Because when I woke up she was lying on the floor, man. She fucking killed herself, man! I didn't do anything to her, I swear!" Well now, we know she ...idn't shoot herself, don't we?" he said, gesturing with the pistol with its one spent round. "So if you didn't kill her, how was she able to kill herself?" She... she fucking OD'd man. She OD'd! I didn't kill her!" Julie told me that you were her source for drugs, Van. What did you give her that she could overdose and kill herself with?"Van was. Took our time as kids do. I had to eventually steer him to the sexy stuff. Masturbating each other to cumming, outside our clothes mind you, took even longer. But things went a little quicker after that. I began my sixteenth year no longer a virgin. My first time sucking him as well. We remained friends. I think only you have I been as close with. My classmates warned me once I’d done the deed, it would only be about sex with the boy. But I always ended up the instigator. That’s when it became. It was treacherous. It was evil. And I should have known better. I couldn't ask you to forgive that. I respected you too much for that." I think you were wrong, but I understand what you're saying. Did you talk to anybody else? What about Ralph?" Susan said she would talk to Ralph. I did talk to him a couple of times, I think he knew how much I loved you. But he said it would be wrong of him to interfere. He'd talked to Susan about it, and you and I had to find our own way out of the mess. I. She then licked my dick and started sucking my dick. It felt so great she did it like a pro. She sucked my dick deep and sucked my balls too. I held her head and was mouth fucking her for few minutes.I said to her that I want to kiss her pussy. She then stood up and I knelt infront of her and kissed her stomach. I reached her and pussy and kissed it and she moaned hard. I inserted a finger inside her pussy she held my head and pushed it against her pussy. I rubbed my face on it. I opened her.