She was so beautiful and so innocent, but she was also good hearted and very smart. I was proud of her."First of all, Bethany, don't apologize for you... language. I don't care if you cuss, just be lady-like in front of other adults, your mother included. Secondly, I am so very proud of you for standing your ground and not letting Lucas touch you where you did not want to be touched. You are a special girl and are worth more than just an easy lay for a guy. I am not telling you to wait until you. Fuck... It is not like I'm not good at school because i am, straight A student, parents pride, kid of the year...screw all of it! I was to fucking smart, I was trapped by it. I walked in a cloud of nothing all day nothing really mattered.. i absorbed and gave back all information passed my way, but did not feel anything acting and most of the time just sat there wishing i was in collage or something. "i need something to numb my mind again. I have learned guitar and played in a band, that was. Now I had someone staying the night, sleeping next to me in my bed, seeing me when I first wake up. I was nervous something would go wrong. “Well if I have all night, why not make the whole day worth it?” I asked, taking his cock back into my mouth and beginning to stroke him again. His fingers gripped my hair again, but this time in order to keep my mouth on his throbbing member. I slowly moved my mouth up and down along his hard shaft, still stroking with my hands. I gently pulled more and. I can’t be sure when it started, but things got, well, addictive when I was just out of high school and living on my own in a small duplex. I was working two jobs and watched as my peers all went off to college, while I stayed in town and worked in a chicken plant and as a night house parent for a local women’s shelter. I had a friend, Sara, who introduced me to tag switching and later to full out thieving. It was, for me, my chance to finally dress and look like other people my age that had.