We kissed slowly to start and then with a little more gusto as my hands felt her breasts, then I let one slide down her back inside her panties and he...d her bum as I slowly squeezed the cheeks.I took her hand and placed it down the back of my undershorts on my bum where she kind of mimicked what I was doing.Then I moved my hand around to the front of her, but still inside her panties. I waited for her to mimic my last move but I had to move her hand around.I slid my hand down slowly between her. Selfish. I'm so fucking self-absorbed. It's been about what I want, notabout what's best for our marriage. I should stop."Mistress smiled. "You aren't perverse," she said. "You have a kink.That's all. Denying it would be perverse. It isn't selfish. You're beingwho you are. Besides, I enjoy this, too. And you can't stop. I have yourcontract."Jo-Jo continued to weep. Her entire body shook."Jo-Jo," Mistress said. "Am I too hard on you? I was told I had to bestrict, that that was part of the life.. I didnt care about the guys but Josh was another story. What was going through his head when I made that joke? I wish I knew. I settled down into chemistry after lunch. Chemistry is really just maths mad scientist brother. Plus there were some fun labs. My teacher was this awesome soft-spoken lady that everybody loved and really knew her shit. I usually loved chem but today I just wasnt into it. I kept picturing Josh walking away from the lunch table. I had to know what was wrong. Did what I. "Women always discuss their men. Even mother and daughter." That's a very enlightened attitude," I suggested. "But last night I got the impression that Sally wasn't into sharing." That was last night. We had a little heart-to-heart this morning while you were in the shower. This isn't a permanent arrangement, you know. Just temporary until I can find a reasonable substitute." That shouldn't be hard, considering your looks," I said."Thank you, Rick. That's very nice of you to say, but acceptable.