I am no longer dressing for myself. I am no longer dressing for my gender. I am no longer dressing to pass as a woman as most sissy boys are prone to ...o. I am dressing for other men, Black men. I am dressing to attract and please Black men. I will dress the part always. I agree that I will, 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year, dress in the absolute sexiest clothing with which I can get away with, depending on the circumstances. When I have to dress in boy clothes I will wear the. ”Momma don’t like me sayin’ them words ‘cause it ain’t proper. Says folk will end up callin’ us “trash.” Maybe we is trash but that don’t mean we ain’t happy. Sure, times can get rough, loss of jobs, bills to pay, what have you. But me and momma always come out on top.Ever since my daddy left us seven years ago, momma’s been going through a bad spell drinkin’ and all. Said it broke her heart how daddy left her for that cock-sniffer, Ginnie Wallace. Momma’s 54 now and I’m 26. I work over at. Was it possible that something of the old glorydays of mankind still existed somewhere?We collected Thomasz' belongings and returned to Illana's home. Idiscussed with the Monks my next trip to SansB, believing that Thomaszwould be happy to stay in Illana's home, when I left. On the contrary, hebecame increasingly depressed (as if this was possible!) and taciturn.That night he searched for me (what a wonder!) and said he wanted to comewith me in my journey. This caught me by surprise. I was sure. Say it LynnTears was selling up in my eyes but I saidI'm a fat ugly cock sucking slut and I would like you all to fuck me pleaseThe nervous one said is this for real?Chris said yes she loves it don't you dear I noddedShe asked me to cane her earlier and asked for me to bring some mates back ,she's such a whoreDidn't you LynnHe pulled my hair harder Yes i criedHe cut the dress off my shoulders , it fell to the floorHe the cut through my bra the three men no longer interested in the film stared.