Then Joan turned back to Dave, and I could tell they were searching each other's eyes for answers as to how far this would go!"You have the power, too... Dave," I threw out, looking for a bridge not yet burned."I plead the fifth. You two can fight or dare or whatever. I'm just going along for the ride," Dave replied."Shit," I mumbled, thinking, what the hell did I expect?"That sounded like a concession," Joan said eagerly."Not quite," I replied and grasped the bra hooks I had fastened earlier. My cock was hard…..and she asked me to show him…..I unzipped and she held him in her hands, I was about 7 inches and hard and throbbing about to come……I hold her that….she said yes I want to see your juices and drink them…..this was new to me….I said is it safe…she said yes no worries…..she then lowered her head and wanted to suck my cock now. I told her it’s never been done before to me, and she said yes…I love to eat your cock….Now she started sucking me…using her tongue she licked the. I wasn't going to argue!Jane handed me the joint and I took a couple tokes and then sat down on the couch. "Why don't you go put on some comfortable clothes and join us?" Jane said.Melissa smiled and agreed with her old school pal.I went towards the bedroom and the strength of the weed hit me, holy crap the potentcy of weed nowadays is about 50 times what it was when I smoked it alot many years ago and I about ran in to the wall. Melissa and Jane both laughed hysterically as I laughed at myself. ”“And none of this bothers you?” she asked.“Not in the way you mean. What bothers me is not knowing for sure. If you’re asking about death and the afterlife, well, if God doesn’t exist, it doesn’t matter and all that matters is how I’ve lived my life and affected other people and how I’ve changed the world. If God does exist, all of that still matters, plus I get to hang out in heaven and play a harp and sing for eternity. In other words, no difference that matters. At least in this.