There had been a steamy moment between the two main characters which only reminded him how long it had been since he had last masturbated or even long...r had sex. Life on the road had taken a toll on his sex life. The wind and snow continued to howl outside as Jax took off his pants followed by his shirt while he navigated to his porn folder. He had just started watching a short clip and began stroking himself when he heard it. It sounded like a car door. Closing the laptop, he got up to look. ”The letter that Aleira wrote for you is still on the sofa where you left it last night and you read it again. The smell of her perfume is still on there and it’s slightly comforting.After reading the letter again and feeling as upset as the first time, you decide that it's a good idea to phone her. It’s been a few days since you tried last and she might’ve calmed down enough by now to talk to you.Butterflies flip in your stomach as it goes straight to voicemail again and you hang up. “Come on. " Yeah? Well, figure out this... I can't take our separation any more Paige. I've about hit as low as I can go. If you're just going to pull my chain, we might as well call this all off and call it quits. I've tried to be as patient as I can, and you still won't give me as little as a clue what's up with you. I've tried everything I can... I have no other things to do... no ideas, no tricks... nothing. I want you home with me Paige. I need you. I love you. Please... come home." Not yet. I just. He was a tormented soul with unnatural desires. Though in moments like this, I could have sworn he became more animal than human. Jay had a constant need for consumption. I don’t mean food. This man hungered for things I couldn’t give him. I couldn’t shape shift and turn myself into a new lover every night. I couldn’t clone myself. I couldn’t handle his brutal ways in the bedroom. All I could give him… was freedom. Complete and unrestricted freedom. Had he cheated on me? Was this my desperate.