But thealternative was either slow self-destruction or suicide.I shook myself. "You do not talk about suicide. Now shut up and look atyourself."I show...red and changed into the panties and pajamas. Checking to makesure that the alarm was turned on I climbed into bed. I thought aboutAnne's next to last question.Was I gay? Well I certainly fantasized about sex with men. I alsofantasized about sex with women. Most often when I dreamed about beinga woman I fantasized about the type of car I would. I bucked and squirmed, letting out an embarrassed moan. She shivered, my muffled exclamations further stimulating her, and her thighs squeezed harder around my head.“What’s that monkey? I couldn’t hear you, you’ll have to speak up.”She pressed down harder on me, squeezing my head between her calves and her butt, lifting it off the mattress as she continued to stroke me, I couldn’t breathe and protested, smacking her ass to accentuate my displeasure. She shuddered as my attempts at speech teased. When I did that, she was a bit uncomfortable but didn’t stop me.Siv – Ok. My turn – Truth or Dare?Me – Dare. (I knew there’s no place for truths now)Siv – Why don’t you take your shirt off too?Me – Come and make it happen then.Sivani stood up and moved towards me in her bra and jeans. She was looking like a sex angel. She unbuttoned my shirt, removed it and threw it on the floor. I thought to myself, “Yes, it’s working, I am going to get what I wanted for so long”.Now she was not hesitating as. Then she asked me how she looked. I was completely speechless. She then smiled, and we started messen around for a few minutes. After we kissed, she unzipped my pants, and begin to suck my dick. After that, we went to the bedroom, she took off her robe, and we began to fuck. The two k**s she had were by ceserian, and she hadn't had sex in 14 years, so her pussy was tight as hell. I stuck my dick in her pussy, and soon after, I felt a nut coming. I immediatly pulled out, and put it in her anus,.