" we parted and i went out to my truck and got on the phone with johnny, set up a time and place and he called all the boys and girls to come tonight....well i called a friend of mine, ken, to come to the party tonight, he was a senior and full blow gay, and everyone picked on him, but i wanted him to come and have a good time. he agreed, and i went home and packed my truck full of fire wood and a cooler full of stuff for cookin. got my brother to git us some beer, 4 30packs of coors light and a. ''Das passiert mir jetzt schon , Heidi .''Sie kam zu mir zurück , nahm meine Hand und drückte sie . ''Möchtest du mit mir darüber reden ?''Ich sah ihr in die Augen . Und verlor mich darin . ''Komm , wir gehen in die Bar und trinken was ,'' meinte sie und zog mich wieder mit . Sie verschwand dort hinterm Tresen und schenkte uns Rotwein ein . Damit kam sie wieder rum und setzte sich zu mir . Sie grinste mich an . ''Ich war in den Fängen eines sogenannten Loverboys . Ich war 14 Jahre alt , er zehn. I was panicked… trying to figure out how to turn them back on again. As if they were providing me some form of protection. My breasts were suddenly exposed. I quickly realized I had four male eyes on me… my breasts. My nipples were erect. Slightly covered with bubbles. I could see the lust in both men’s eyes. I suddenly felt emboldened. I let my breast remain visible for the men.“How do you turn this thing back on” I said. Both men in their shorts were standing in front of me and. I could to this. I could help Richard, and by doing so help both myself and my hard-working mother. I allowed him to pull apart my hands from where they had been intertwined in front of my nether region. He proceeded to gently lower my boxers to the tiled floor. “There we go,” he said, “not so bad, ey?”. Looking from my willy to my face, he winked at me, made a chik-chik sound, and added, “Just as pretty as the rest of you”. He then ushered me into the warm, humid steam of the glass box shower..