" Dad started to weep as he lookedup at me."Dad, he's gone, and you just told me that you didn't think of me thatway, so why..." Vivian was my brother... but he became my sister and still I loved herNatalie! I always knew that he wanted to be a girl, but I didn't care,and I would have done anything for her, anything she asked, but when Isaw...the look in her eyes...after...she looked dead Natalie, her soulhad died. All of the fun and joy she brought everyone was gone, and thatold man took it from. I bet I can outlast him. Balanced on my palms and toes, keeping my back a 2×4, I go down, going down on him. My man groans and his eyes close. He leans back. If I could speak, I’d encourage him to let me do the work, to just lay back and enjoy the ride. I think he understands. Up and down I bob, swirling my tongue around, tasting every inch. Every so often I pop his dick out of my mouth and lean in to assault his scrotum. I lick his balls like they’re made of caramel. Then I go back to the main. I got off the phone and she called me back in a few minutes and I answered. Corina said she forgot to tease me and said maybe she was really going to Steve's apartment so they could fuck a while. Corina giggled and I told her I wasn't going to fall for her teasing about this Steve guy again. Corina whispered she loved me and would show me how much when she got home. Corina mentioned this Susie a few times when she would tell me about her day at work and I didn't even suspect Corina was doing. "England is cool enough, even in the summer, that you can wear one of your long- or short-sleeved, button-down shirts over your t-shirts. You are to leave the knives in their box and in your suitcase until you get to your hotel. Don't show the knives to anyone unless you absolutely have to. And don't play with them, they are not toys. I am putting your own life in your own hands, Alexandra. You are only nine and I shouldn't have to do this, but Christmas and the airport have shown me that for.