I could get a clear view of Charlottes panties, they were white which is my favourite color for underwear. I rested my hand on her thigh and started t... rub her gently, in a caressing way. We had a blanket just behind us on the top of the sofa, she grabbed it and threw it across her legs so that nobody could see what was going on, then she grabbed my hand and pulled it towards her pussy.I couldnt believe it, she pulled my hand right to her pussy, she pulled them to the side and guided me to her. Like before Bobby or Lee would come over and we would watch porn and then they would end up letting me suck them off or Lee would fuck me. I decided I would try and see if Bobby and his fat cock would fuck me but was nervous about this girth of his head. One day we watched some porn in my parents room and I started sucking him. I stopped and pulled out my moms 2 dildos and lube and told Bobby to ease them in me. He did just that and in just a few minutes had the smaller one in my ass fucking me. Went out for some drinks saw some lovely ladies which made me horny I did not get any luck so head back home horny. i took my clothes off was walking around the house fully naked which made me even more horny wanted bust the load .planed of jerking off watching some porn instead wanted to try something new went online for a webcam chat .i stated to get some view I felt people are watching me I was excited then some started to chat with me saying my cock look nice I got nice body even more. I secretly borrowed clothes from my sister for the next 14-16 years, thesewere worn as often as possible, often under my regular boy clothes. I knewI should not feel bad about my desire to be a girl, this wasn't a choiceor something I had asked for, it was just the way I was. I challenged mymum with this info, as in, it can't just be me - I was somehow aware thatthis sort of thing might be genetic!At around age 15, I had developed a routine of going out at night for awalk, as a girl, not in.