ഒരു വലിയ നെല്ലിക്കയുടെ വലിപ്പം വരും പൊക്കിളിനു വലിയ രോ�...ം ഉള്ള പ്രക്ര്‍തിയല്ല അമ്മായി മുടിയും ചുരുതിനാല്‍ അധികം നീളമില്ല. ഒക്കെഒരു വടപോലെ വാരിക്കെ’ി വച്ചിരിക്കും. കുളിക്കാനുള്ള സമയം ആണെങ്കില്‍ മുടിയെല്ലാം കൂടി പൊക്കി ഉച്ചിയില്‍ ബുദ്ധനെ പോലെ വച്ചു കെ’ും കയിലിക്കടിയില്‍ ഒരു അരപ്പാവാടപോലെ എന്തോ ഒന്നു ഉെന്നും വരാംഇല്ലെന്നും വരാം. അതൊക്കെ സമയം പോലെ വീ’ില്‍ ആളുകള്‍വരുപോലെയും അമ്മാവിയുടെ മൂഡുപോലെയും ഇരിക്കും. ഒരു മാലഅറ്റത്തു വലിയ ഒരു രക്ഷയുമായി കിടന്നു ആടിക്കളിക്കും. ഗുരുവായൂറ്‍ പപ്പടവ’ത്തില്‍ കക്ഷം. He was free until noon. She set up candles her first night. Upon arrival to her top floor suite tonight she lit each along her path as she wandered from door through meeting area, to Hot Tub. She caught a glimpse of herself passing the mirror between bed and Hot Tub. She paused, unbuttoned her blouse and flung it over the Japanese screen separating bath from Tub. As she looked at herself, she undid her brazier. Flinging it over the screen, she looked at herself. She undid her belt, pushed her. I opened my book and stared at it, unseeing. What the hell was going on?What did I want to go on?Tuesday Melody's was dead.Wednesday rolled around. I wore a faded Dallas Cowboys T-shirt and cut-off jean shorts to dinner. Heather served potato salad and some bean dish. The dogs sat by my feet, hoping I'd drop something. I didn't. Heather and Evan talked a lot about current events and politics, and I mostly listened. I don't know anything about that stuff. It was interesting though.We went out on. "I bought you something." Huh?" I bought you a gift. Come up to the bedroom. Let me show you."So I followed her upstairs. Sarah opened the closet, and I felt mybreath leave my body.There, hanging in the open closest, was a navy blue dress with dark bluesequins on it. It seemed to shimmer as it reflected the light."It's...it's a dress," I said."Well, duh," Sarah said. "I figured if you were going to a trans bar,you could wear it. I bought heels and underwear, too. Breast forms,everything you.