........I'm going to tell you what I'm doing with myself, while I tell you about Chris and I and these three guys we did, when I was nineteen or twent.................I want to make your dick hard..............I'm going to put my foot over there.. I want you to butter my toes, all my toes............yeah............put your dick in between my big toe and my first toe...............hold my foot and jack off , fuck, in-between my toes, lover...................that is what I want. ’ Rachel opened her eyes as if she was waking up. She looked over at me. I think she could tell from the tone of my voice that I meant it—she needed to kneel at my feet. I passed a stocking to Anya, ‘Tie her hands behind her back.’ Rachel looked up at me, a combination of fear and excitement in her eyes. I smiled. ‘Anything.’ ‘Pardon?’ ‘Anything. That’s what you offered to do for me if I let Anya continue. And I did—didn’t I?’ ‘Yes.’ ‘Mmmmmm?’ ‘Yes…. Sir.’ Anya had tied Rachel’s hands by this. I look at M, hold out my hand and she takes my hand and stands up. I tell her it will be fine and nod for her to also get out of her clothes. As she removes her blouse and shorts, I see with interest the other couples looking on avidly. The two men, sitting on their towels intently watch M as she takes off her bra, revealing your gorgeous large breasts. Her nipples are still hidden, no doubt she is feeling nervous as I am. I look across at Brian and notice that his cock has started to take note. Otherwise, I’d never have become your slut, never played all your cruel games, never hurt so many people like I have. But here I learnt that sometimes we receive mercy. We receive Love. That is something we can never earn.”“Love?” replied Chad, incredulously. “Is there such a thing? I’ve never met it. All my life it’s just been pleasure, pleasure, pleasure. And as soon as the pleasure stops, then comes the pain. As long as I can remember, life has been about avoiding the pain at all costs.”“I.