As we were slowly walking out with the cart, I kept on innocently prattling on, pretending not to notice the huge bulge in his cut-offs, making him wa...k kind of funny, as he kept eyeing the rapidly widening crease between my legs. (Remember those Speedos.) As he started loading the bags in the back seat, I started trembling at the enormity of what I was about to attempt — afraid of how he would react, and not quite sure how to begin. I noticed he was quite flushed and nervous as I coyly. They tried doing some small talk before both of them started apologizing for what had happened. I replied “No worries. It wasn’t your fault. It’s not a big deal” and when they still felt awkwardness around, I said “get it? NO BIG DEAL?”. Amanda bursted into laughter almost immediately with Sophie getting the joke moments after. Both of them were giggling at that point. I reassured them it was alright by saying “so now you’ve seen a penis”. “Not really” the innocent Sophie said. At that point. I got to high school and that is all I wanted to do....and I did. Guys I went to school with....a couple teachers....men I would meet at stores or work with....they all knew that if they whipped it out that my instinctive reaction was to get it in my mouth as fast as possible. This has been the case ever since I was 15 years old. Guys in parking lots that saw me in the store....riding through car washes....outside....My Husband took us to Destin, FL. over the summer and the condos we stayed at. “Yes Ma’am?” I reply in my best adult voice. I’m far from being a little girl but I’ve always looked about ten years younger. It’s a curse. I’m used to people thinking I’m twelve.“Do you know the woman who owns this place?” No lady, I broke in, decided to sit behind the counter and act like I work here. Instead I say, “Yeah, Meredith is my boss.”“Oh, I thought maybe you were her daughter.” She smiles in an obvious effort to bring humor to her mistake. “Can I help you with something?” I ask,.