It’s strange when I come to think of it, that we’d never kissed each other on the lips before. It had always been cheek to cheek types of kiss whi...h is banal to say the least, but even so, we still didn’t kiss each other as lovers, which I suppose we were not really there as yet. As usual, I was fully naked when you came up onto the sun deck, and again, you quickly took your clothes off to reveal your beautiful body to me as you lay back on the lounger for me to carry on where we had. I felt my phone vibrate, I took my phone out of my pocket and it was a text from Kelly, "Why are you so hot? I want you soo bad."I texted back, "You are the hot one, you driving me nuts rubbing my leg." That's the point!" she replied.I told her, "Well its working, I am so hard right now." I can see the bulge, I hope if everyone sees it they think that I caused that ."Kelly and I were deep in our texting conversation, barely making conversation with our three other coworkers.I texted, "I just. Chelsea heard about the filming and found out where to apply to work as an extra. Since Chelsea worked during the day and I worked evenings, she had me bring over our photographs and fill out the application forms. Chelsea was a huge Goldie Hawn fan, and not without merit, felt they both looked quite alike. So when I got called to be an extra and she didn’t, Chelsea was a little jealous. During my day on the set, I spent most of my time reading a book while everyone waited for the sun to come. But I'm still sathere wearing a skirt, wearing nail polish and make-up and acting 100%feminine. If I was sat here as Nick, I'd still have lost my virginity,but my mind would be occupied with thoughts of Nikki, of being Nikki..."No," I finally answer. "I still want to be Nikki, for keeps." Sarahgrins and holds me tightly."I want you to be Nikki as well," she confesses.That night, as I lay in my bed, my dreams once again take me to the dayof my wedding, only this time instead of pristine white.