I was panic stricken and as I was caught in the moment I couldn’t decide whether to crash the laptop in order that she wouldn’t see me putting on ... sissy show for guys or running to the bathroom.“I can explain!” I blurted out through my painted lips. “You see, I am working on a play at the acting group I am in and this is method acting. I am trying to get into the head of my co-star.” I begged my wife.“You are caught you little sissy!” She almost spat the words out. “I caught you cross dressing. I often had men flirt with me, but I only had eyes for Mike. I didn'treally find any other men attractive and tended to avoid going placeswhere I would have to speak to them.As I dressed in a simple white vest top and cut off jean shorts, I hearda knock at the door. It was four sharp taps, so I knew who it was. Iheaded down the stairs and opened the door, seeing a blonde, middle agedwoman in a blue, flowery dress."Hey Donna," I said to my neighbour and best friend, as I stepped to theside to. I couldn't help but think Carol was sad to say goodbye to her oldest. That moment when you open your arms to let your first-born fly out of the nest is always bittersweet, and Carol was letting go with a heart full of regrets. I felt for her.When Colleen showed up in a Lincoln, Jill and Joan joined Carol in walking me out to the car and making a spectacle out of seeing us off. I couldn't help feeling a little let down as the car turned the corner, taking me out of sight. We might have become a. Lisa suggested Christine should come a visit as Andy was going to the football game and I should join him. I wasn’t really into footy but I said ok. I thought Chris would like some socialising. After the game Andy and I went to the pub and I got a bit uncomfortable as he began to offer to buy the drinks and he patted my thigh. He did it three or four times and I wondered about him. We went back to their home and Chris said goodbye and we walked home. I asked Chris did she have a good time. The.