I continued working on my list. As much as I loved this house, it wasn't practical for long run survival. We would need a farm of some kind. I started...up my laptop and started googling and downloading articles on farming, livestock raising, guns, fishing and anything else that came to mind. A few hours passed as I worked diligently.Joan and Doris came in even more red-eyed. Their husbands had both died. I thought to myself, "Two more graves." They wanted to know what I thought we should do. I. ”Knowing Mark had never been at ease with women he didn’t know well, I had been dreading the idea of coming home and finding them sitting there in awkward silence but, to my relief, when I finally got to the door of our apartment, I could hear laughter.When I walked into the living room, they were sat drinking wine and chatting happily. I greeted my brother and caught up for an hour while and Natasha got ready for dinner. She called me from the bedroom to tell me we would be late for dinner.I. You made it an order, so...”“You felt like you had to,” I supplied the rest.“I didn’t want to, but you ordered me to get clean. I won’t ever touch it again.”“Me either,” Beck said quietly. “When Lana told me what you’d said, we got rid of it together. Afterwards we cried, but we did it.”I nodded and closed Lana’s diary. I’d never forget the words on those pages. I gathered up everything and asked the three of them to come with me. We went out to the barbecue and took the grills off before I. My blood started raging but controlled. She came inside the car and closed the door. I woke up to the noise of the door because I was hypnotized by her beauty.She was wearing a black dress, deep neck which revealed her yummy cleavage, above the knee with most of her white thigh meat visible and high heels.Me – Wow, Pia, you looking hot!Pia – Shut up, like you have never seen me beforeMe – Yes I have, but you had worn only full dresses beforePia – What do you mean (with a cheeky smile)Me – Had.