.. Robert rubbed my back ... then my lower back ... then my ass ... I felt so comfortable in his arms and the familiar musky smell of Roberts shirt ha... me in a haze. I don't know what came over me but as I pulled back and looked up into Roberts eyes my resistance to his advances dropped completely and as he lowered his lips to mine ... I closed my eyes and enjoyed my first kiss with a black man.He kissed me slowly at first ... his breath smelled sweet and clean ... then he gradually opened both. .im fine''''ok let me know if you are ''i felt the room turning soon after the 2nd periodthe sound seemed far away from the tv and muffle like i was in a dream''are you fine?''''beweew''''ok what ? you ready for dessert boy?''''awwg''not able to talk or move i felt numb''ok im gonna get it ready''he left and i try to move but only fell on the floor ass up on my stomach ''hey what is wrong you okay baby?''''bbbbbbeeebbbbsss ''drooling my mouth so wet feeling my body tingle and hot ''oh ok no. If they want to know what happened to Ferguson, they can ask. I damn sure am not.As the site boss left the office, zipping his heavy coat against the cold wind, he saw the General and the tall guy leaving the big building – the Retreat, whatever that was – and walking toward the other building in the distance. The tall guy was strolling along in a tee shirt and jeans. The boss glanced back at the thermometer on the outside of the trailer. Three degrees Fahrenheit. What the fuck kind of guy is. “To your health,” she announced.Graham touched her cup with his own.“To your health, my dear. Mine’s not worth the effort.”The night just disappeared and as far as Emily was concerned it was a total success. The conversation was opening up and the only time she caught herself was when Graham told her about the time his world collapsed in a heap when his wife died of cancer. He described how he felt and how he believed he couldn’t go on, how he ended up where he was today, why he should make.