Exhausted, we both laid on theliving room's floor next to each other.-----------During the next couple of weeks we received the parts of our outfitsth...t we ordered online, and we went to a few shopping malls to buymake up and accessories. Even if I was a closeted crossdresser I wasused to picking my own make up, and I knew all about skin tones andall the technical stuff. London is such a massive and diverse citythat if someone sees a guy buying lipstick or lingerie they won'teven care. We. " Michael said stoking my long hair."A woman? What do you mean?" I asked in a scared tone."Lisa you're so beautiful. You don't know how beautiful you are." I heard Justin say.I felt so confused at that moment. Did my brothers want to have sex with me? Is that what they meant? My heart was racing and I felt Michael's heat, as he got even closer. "Can I get a kiss from you?" Michael said leaning down to me. I felt him lock his arms around me. His strong hold was making me feel so wanted. I just. I religiously practiced what I was taught everyday to make it, 'second nature', as my instructor had constantly drilled into me."Act, and react; don't think!" he had said, over and over.Apparently thinking was something to do when I was escaping, if it got that far.I moved into the St. Louis county area. It was close to home, and was very close to the federal building downtown. I would be working there a lot. There was also a facility out in the county I spent two days out of the week at. That. The condom was empty of fluid. A small hole had torn right in the tip. Sora grabbed the phone.“I need you to get me a pregnancy test right now!”Sora stood in the bathroom pacing. Kari sat on the edge of bathtub watching her.“Sora you need to calm down. Worrying is not going to change things right now.”“How do you expect me to be calm? I might be fucking pregnant! This can’t be happening to me!”“Hey calm down and take a seat.”Sora nodded and sat on the toilet.“I’m sorry I yelled at you. I’m just.