And we both wanted us to join in a union of transcendent, unparalleled ecstasy so we waited until the time was right.Other times, the subject of sexua...ity never entered our evening experience. Sometimes, I could sense that I shouldn't initiate anything romantic or sexual between us because he was at his very limit for frustration. I would hug him and he would give me a look letting me know that I needed to back off. On those nights, after we would part, I would lie in bed alone, pleasuring. He hadn't yet marriedwhen he bought his first townhouse at age 25 just outside of the city,but he loved the single life as it allowed him to explore hiscrossdressing fetish more thoroughly. He considered himself bisexual, buthe only found himself truly attracted to guys when he was in true girlmode. He sexuality was truly binary; when with women, he fancied himselfa "man's man" who was assertive, confident and in control. But while hehad enjoyed his conquests as a man, he longed for something. “That’s what some psychological studies have suggested”, I reply.A psychoanalytical suggestion that men are attracted to the female’s butt because it stands for the breasts seems to intrigue Allyson, my 19 years old Australian student. She is one of the most lively and vivacious girls amongst the 31 odds students from Italy, France, Chile, Argentina, US, India, Iran, Japan, Korea and Australia who are in the international graduate exchange programme of the university where I work.And curious. Then Lucy grabbed a hairbrush and a bottle of moisturizer and sat on her bed Indian-style, directly facing the window. The boys now had a direct view of her boobs and her pubic mound. Lucy started brushing her hair, raising her hands high above her head, lifting and thrusting out her breasts. She knew she was showing herself wantonly to a horny group of boys, even though she didn’t know how many or who they were. (Nick later told her there were five other than him, but he never said who they.