His hair was dark and swept to the side like a guy from a boy band. He had the bluest of blue eyes. Zack Crawford, dead or alive, still made my heart ...ound.I watched as he stood up from the chair and came over to me and sat down looking lovingly into my eyes."I've never stopped loving you, Selena," he said. He reached out and caressed my right cheek with the back of his hand. I grabbed hold of his hand in my hands and kissed it whilst looking at him. My eyes filled up with tears."Oh, Zack, I. He ignored you. That makes him responsible, not you." That's a rationalization, and you know it. I went too far, and I'm doing the same with Hummel. Last night, I used Hummel's home computer to send the e-mails to the Tucson cops about two of Hummel's perverted friends. Clever, huh?" David said with a snort of self-disgust. "Sometimes I'm too clever for my own fucking good."Flint smiled and said, "Actually that was clever. To protect himself from retaliation from his sick friends, you can force. I think it is digusting to haveto do it to you. So instead Madame Vaucheron has accepted to get paid to doit."So now I understood that part, too. My wife had learned and practicedmilking other men. That is why she was so good at it. And she was disgusteddoing to me. But to other men, she loved it. Just the same with jerking offother men, with sucking other men, with fucking other men. My wife lovedhaving sex with many other men, but found it disgusting with me.My wife started to approach my. Ich ... ich bin schon vorsichtig."So ein Mist, dachte ich mir trotzdem. Jetzt schien auch sie vom Rhythmusder Musik gepackt worden zu sein. Ich war erstaunt. Tanzte ich so?Offenbar. Sie machte Bewegungen, die mich beeindruckten. So sehr ichmich auch anstrengte, an die Schnelligkeit ihrer ausgezeichnetenKoerperkontrolle konnte ich nicht heranreichen. Mir war es auch so, das iches auch gar nicht wollte. Diese Bewegungen, die ich machte und die sichimmer mehr denen von Maggie anglichen, waren mir.