It is important that the initial feelings of apprehension be dealt with quickly and that thrust be established. The flight had been long. Had I planne... better, I would have flown with a crotch rope tied tightly under my short dress. It would have provided a nice transition as well as a pleasant distraction. But I was too rushed in leaving this time.Remind me to next time. When we were at your home and you asked me to dress erotically for you I started to feel relaxed. As soon as you begin to. She is ten years older than I and laughingly refers to me as her toy boy, but she knows, and we have discussed this, that I am much more than just a play thing, even though she adores to play in the most mind bending way. I am her Adonis she says and she wants to do everything with me.She teaches me of all the new tricks - and I thought I knew them all, but with Francesca it is like learning all over and I am never adverse to that.I think she believes I am a little slow in coming forward when. ..go shave it off this instant," I was told. "I'm really not gay," I explained, "I was just messing around before!" I'd just grown back my bush from our last encounter and I didn't want the girl I was dating to look at me funny (if I finally did get to lose my virginity). Rob was not amused, exclaiming "Bullshit! I bet you're still a virgin, and besides," he continued, "I like you with no hair down there." I argued, "This is going too far, ...I'll look like a little boy," but he opened the door. Look why don’t you sit with Bess in the snug and after talking to her for a while you might like to talk to one or both other girls?’ ‘Yes, great idea.’ When Conrad had finished Lorna sent the girls out for a walk and poured coffee. ‘You have three great daughters Mrs Rush.’ ‘Thank you Conrad.’ He said, ‘I suppose like me you are wondering what now?’ ‘Well yes and I hadn’t thought this far ahead. But I’ll advise them if you wish. I suspect you’ll want to date Lydia a few times and then decide.