And besides, I'm too frightened to act on my feelings toward him. Who knows what he'd do? Tell mother? Throw me out of his life forever? I love him mu...h too much to risk anything like that. Michael is just a year older than I am, standing tall at 6'1" with medium brown hair that reaches to his eyes. He's very athletic, playing college football and staying fit to do so by going to the gym often. And to top off all of that, he plays guitar in a band he's been in for years. He's incredibly sexy,. Emerging from the bathroom feeling nice and clean, he put on his bathrobe before making his way to the kitchen. In the kitchen, he mixed a seven and seven -- strong on the seven. It was his one alcoholic beverage of the week and he liked it to have a little kick to it. Returning to the living room, he sat down on his chair and glanced at the clock. Aloud, he said, "Perfect. Just enough time to enjoy my drink."For the next forty minutes, Phil sipped his drink and listened to music on his. By the time the black client left, he had violated her in the deepest parts of her being.They are just a walking corpse after that much ****.You probably cannot understand the depth of harm that is done to a good educated white girl who is beaten and ****d and tortured and so totally controlled and sexually destroyed that she has no self left.The pleasure the blacks took from degrading her as a woman and especially a white woman was always very apparent.They had slammed her into a world of. So I guess we made love.She was admiring her toes next morning,‭ ‬she tried to pretend she hated the gold bands but I knew she was vain enough to trade a lot of pain for the right look.Again we went shopping,‭ ‬glasses and teeth,‭ ‬suddenly she was the sort of girl you could take home to mother again,‭ ‬I bought her some ridiculously expensive high heels with open toes to show her toe rings off,‭ ‬and suddenly I figured I needed to smarten myself up.‭ ‬she was certainly getting the stares of.