Anyway they fixed us for the prom while our mothers drank coffee and spoke about us. Gill's mother was considering having Gill interned in the school ...or the rest of the year, to behave more properly, She was becoming a bad influence to her younger sisters and so of course Mom thought that she might become a bad influence for me too.Then she took me back home, and I took a scented bath with lavender salts. Also after a short nap, I woke up dressed in my lingerie and sat on my new vanity fixing. Her hands went to the buttons on her blouse while I peeled to my briefs. In a few moments she and I were facing each other wearing just enough to keep a thin veneer of modesty between us, she stood before me beet red with embarassment in white lace lingerie and I felt nothing. I reached for her again and locked my lips on hers. This kiss was better, it was more intimate but we kept a wide gap between our bodies. She wasn’t even touching her 36C bust on my chest.We broke the kiss, I stepped back. I told them all kinds of s**t. I made them believe we had something going.'You're my girl,' I used to say. 'One day, we're going to get married. We're going to be so happy together.' You have to make them believe you have plans for the future.But you can never allow yourself to feel anything for a girl. There's no room for emotions in this business. You can't have women working for you when you have feelings.I learned how to switch off my feelings at an early age. As a pimp you have to rule,. They all whispered something, I don’t know what; but I ended up lying on my back on top of their jackets on BBQ table.They started to strip me of my jacket and blouse, and began biting me.The three I was sucking off before returned to my head, and I continued to suck them off; in rotations of 30 seconds.The fourth guy lubed up his cock and slowly fingered my sissy asshole.I moaned as he did this, but continued sucking sloppy saliva coated cock; in my gay mouth.When he finally forced his cock.