" So we aren't really talking two, we are talking three?" Yeah, three of us."Jesus Chuck, I don't know about this." Why not?" I don't know if I can do...three. Up till now all I've ever done is one. Doing one is no different than just doing it with you. And I don't know Tony or Roy. Up till now I've only done it with guys I know and feel I can trust to keep their mouths shut." Tony and Roy will keep quiet about it. They haven't ever said a word about what they do with Alice at Randy's poker. I hoped that she would tellme that she really did love me--not just my money. And considering mysituation, all I had was hope.I don't know whether I am thankful or resentful that she didn't have mewear a blindfold. I don't know if I want to see what's coming next.I knew in my heart that this wasn't a test. I knew that it was all realand true. Becca intended to "do away with" me in a manner that wouldprevent me from reclaiming my former life. She wanted to start overwith Ben and use my money to. We maintained eye contact far too long, but neither of us made any other move. With nothing more than a gentle flat handed stroke across the lap of one of his groomsmen, I got the date and time and place of the wedding. I wasn’t sure I would go through with it until I found myself in front of the church. I walked rapidly up the steps before I could come to my senses and in the doors. It seemed like fate to me that I saw him walk into a door of the first hallway I looked down. I ran to the door. I went and got another room and when he left to go tothe john, I went over to Keri.“How is it going?”“Fine” she said, lighting up a fresh cigarette.“Do you like him?”“Do you mean is he the one for the night,” taking along drag.“Yea, I guess,” I answered, and gave her the room key.“So this is where I am to take him?”“Yes, if you are sure you are ready,” I replied.“But are you ready for this….even if.