“Amy you gotta try it. Just let your fingers walk around down there and think about some guy you are hot for - like Matt!” laughter at what she th...ught was a joke. “You’ll find your way around and you may just like what you find.” I laughed nervously and the call ended soon after that. As I got into bed that night so many things were racing through my head. The dreadful date with Richard, the thoughts and feelings I’d experienced with Matt, Beth’s admonition to start exploring my sexuality. I. ”“How so? Just kissing and touching?” I asked, hoping she’d elaborate.“More than that,” Hannah paused. “He’d force me to suck his cock, he’d give me oral, and then he’d have sex with me.”“Did he ever say why?” I gave Hannah a look of genuine concern and curiosity as I was fighting the urge to show how turned on I was by her admission.“He’d say stuff like ‘This is how brothers take care of their sisters’ or ‘You just feel so good, I can’t help myself.’ Hannah shook her head, “It got really bad. I felt her lips on my nipple as she kissed it and then gently nibbled on that small useless nub.“I can stay as long as you will have me,” I said. “I cancelled my meeting with my client and now it is just the two of us. What about your meeting?”“It is tomorrow, right now I want to spend tonight right here with you, I will call for room service.” She said as I felt her mold her body to mine. Her tits felt warm and soft against my arm and I could detect the scent of her perfume as I thought of how. ..more than numerous--an unbelievable number of--times, andstill have been spared. Be forewarned: the confidence that can set inafter such a run may inevitably become your worst enemy. You becomemore complacent the more you surf; then, when you least expectit...well, to quote the Beatles, "Ob-la-di, ob-la-dah, life goes on,BRA..." And remember the fate of the hero of the song: "Desmond staysat home and does his pretty face..."(Lyrics Copyright 1968 Northern Songs Ltd.)All I can say is, the Fab.