..going insane. I worked hard to get back in good with my new family...and just as hard to burn off the extra weight that had come along withthat body...and get it into shape. And after a lot of hard work, thingswere really starting to pay off for me. Then, after a full year had passed, I discovered the horribletruth. A truth which made my curse even more terrible. I had been atanother New Years Eve party with my new friend's and family, when atthe stroke of midnight the dizziness hit me again.. ’ ‘Daddy can we ride down with them. I would love to see the place again.’ ‘Ask your Momma, if she wants we can take a couple of the boys and a wagon and ride down.’ ‘Cinda rushed off. She was back quickly, ‘Yes, Momma said Yes!’ It was some time later when they got on the road again. Pat rode well ahead as a scout. They saw him get off his horse and examine some tracks then beckon them on. He stopped at a slightly overgrown road. He looked back. James signaled to him to turn left. Ten minutes. There’s really no pressure, hell, even if you decide you never want to sleep with me, that’s okay. You need to be comfortable with your decision.”I leaned over and kissed him on the cheek, “Thank you.”He blushed and rubbed the back of his neck, “It’s getting late... I can head out if you want.”The old me would’ve said good night and sent him off without a second thought, but Lincoln had awakened something in me that I really wanted to keep exploring. “You could stay here tonight. Only if you. Try that anywhere else." That's one of the reasons I didn't drop out," I said. "You didn't know that, did you? There's a point in Orientation where you can opt out of the whole Claiborne thing before you get into it." I'd forgotten about that," Shannon said. "We can use that to help weed out those who would wreck the place." Enough questioning, Jared," Irene said. "We could debate this for weeks and I think you still wouldn't hear the answers you want. I'm not even sure that answer.