Isn't there something to be said for 'better the devil you know?'I suspect if I think too much about it, when the time came, I probablywill freeze up.... realise therefore, the key point to commit me to the process of'turning back' is the obvious simple truth.This life is shit now.I've got to get out of it.And I need to do whatever it takes to achieve that.Chapter 14Neither Beth nor Caitlin answered their phone when I rang them nextmorning. This was a disturbing trend of late, generally.It made. Your mom’s eyes clear display raw sexual hunger. A good fuck would cure her temper. I would dearly love to screw your sexy mom,” Altaf replied expertly. I was ignorant on such matters and accepted the opinion of a sexually experienced guy without reservation.One Sunday, Altaf came to our house in the evening. He had brought a bottle of whiskey and a packet of fried chicken. As mom had gone out for shopping and would not return in an hour, we could enjoy the whisky and fried chicken in our house. One finger inside my pussy rubbed my G-spot; and his other hand masturbated my clit just right. I spread my legs as far as possible, and closed my eyes while thinking dirty thoughts. I imagined him plunging his dick into me and fucking me silly. I pinched my nipples. I started to sweat. I felt the orgasm coming, and made Rick stop for a few minutes. I was breathing really hard. He stimulated me some more, masturbating my clit in circles. I tensed up as I felt the edge of orgasm approaching yet. I told her nothin and to go back to bed, but she wanted to see what i was looking at and put her eye to the hole to see. She said "God Moms tits are soo big. I wish I had tits like hers." I told her she would one day. She said she didnt see how. I said "You'll grow some. Trust me." Then she saw what I had on. "Are those Moms?" She asked. "Um yeah" I replied. My lil cock had been growing and just then it shrank up. "Oh. You could have used mine if you want." i told her I had tried.