Have a great time. Go get him girl!"I can always count on Claire to help!I hear steps on the stairs. There's a long pause in the hall. A really long p...use and some foot shuffling. I lie back on the bed and pretend to be reading. There's a knock on the door and it opens slowly."Come in Sam. How can I help you?"My heart is racing, my adrenaline is red lined and though I'm trying to act relaxed I'm wound as tight as a k** about to have sex for the first time! "Um. Mr. Dillard?" Yes, what's up?". He would be sharing the party with his sister, Summer. The two of them had lived a rather undesirable life. Neither was popular with other people, did excellently at sports or athletics, or had many of the material things that were so common among their peers. Rather, they lived mostly on the internet in their own small worlds. They also rarely spent time with each other. It had just always felt more comfortable being alone.But on their birthday, that would forever change.Their parents had gone. " Actually, I was calling about something else. Are there any young girls missing at the moment?" Hmmm, not that I know of. Hang on, I'm at the station now, I'll take a look. Why?" Well, I was out on my bike today, on the trails up in the national park, and I saw a young girl walking in the forest in bare feet. When I approached her, she was terrified, and then she ran away, into a thick stand of bush up there. I spent a couple of hours looking for her, but I couldn't pin her down. She was. ****I started over again. I accepted Christ into my heart, again. Maybe nowGod will take this craving away. See, the thing is, even if I don't acton it, its still a sin to even think about it. I'm basing that on Jesustalking about lusting after a woman being the same as adultery. Andsince I'm pretty much always thinking about it, well ... I hope it worksthis time.*****I cant do this anymore. I'm going to Hell, and there's nothing I can doto stop it. I've prayed, I cried, I begged, and God wont.