I had seen Brian a few times on campus, he never acknowledged me though. I still loved him, but I knew it'd never work between us. I tried focusing on...my job and the baby. I felt guilty knowing my child wouldnt have a father. But i hoped it would be for the best. By the time I reached my 7th month, I thought I was huge! The dr assured me I was in the normal range, but I didnt feel like it. I had an ultrasound an knew I was having a boy. My sex drive was definately decreasing as I got bigger.. The following morning when the alcohol had worked its self off she was a little more pleasant and asked me to call in sick as she intended to do so that we could talk things through, I started into my pre arranged apology for the way that I had been treating her and told her that I accepted that it had been my fault and that I wanted to forgive her and put it all behind us, she was quiet throughout all that I said and after I finished she leaned forward kissed me and told me that she loved me. After she took the pill, she threw her blanket over her. I was about to resort back to my bunk when she reached from under the cover and grabbed my hand."Join me," she whispered."Huh?" I asked.She raised her blanket up and patted a spot for me. I kicked my flip flops off and laid on my side in front of her. She threw the cover over both of us, including over our heads. She scooted close to my backside and rested an arm over my waist. It felt inappropriate and wrong, but I didn't say anything.. I stopped three steps from the top , She said why? do you think I need to ? I said no , you look great , it's just you wear hose to work everyday and I thought you would tonight.She told me that Mark and John where coming by to pick her up so she wouldn't have to drive all alone. I told her even though I know they both will probably fuck her tonight I feel that she'd be safer with them than on the roads late at night all alone. She said what makes you think I'm going to have sex tonight? I said.