”I got the guard job. Because guards do not get paid much I had to move to a dangerous neighborhood in one of the most dangerous cities in the Unite... States: Oakland.I worked the swing shift, from 4:00 pm to 12:00 midnight. I do not have a car, so I walked along streets where people get mugged, robbed at gunpoint, and sometimes killed.Walking there in the afternoon is not so bad. Walking back after midnight is a real adventure. Sometimes I would like some boredom.Two weeks ago I was at my guard. Those awful baby-feeding mounds on my chestwould be a constant reminder that I was now a fertile woman. Well, they're notreally awful, especially when I play with them in the shower, but they remind methat I'll soon have a period and one day have to give birth. I mean, I've passedsome pretty big turds in the past, but the thought of a baby's head makes meshudder. Am I being too crude? Well, I'm a schoolgirl now and I do crude.Pretty soon we were driving through the school gates and I could see. Suddenly the bath kicked on and was suddenly changed to a shower by simply pulling up a little metal stick on the bath head.So frustrated I sat on the computer waiting for the shower to end but I got to go play halo in the mean time so that passed time like nothing. After three 15 minute killing spree's, I finally heard the shower stop. I turned off the game and walked to the door and waited about 2 minutes. When my sister opened the door a hot burst of steam fell out onto me. I laughed 'Could. I thought, “What did that mean exactly?” I visited a library to investigate. I found that this new black world order was accomplished through demoralizing exposure and aggression of the black man’s strength and dominance over all the other races. As it was put to me, the process started when all ‘lesser’ men were exposed to their inferiority to black men sexually. Eventually, all races fell to this domination but being white myself, that’s what I concerned myself with. While at the library, I.