This was the only time I cheated on you.”“You mean that you never fucked him before?”“No. But it was only with him. I fucked him a couple of t...mes a week for the past seven months. Once I started I couldn’t stop. I just couldn’t walk away.”“Well you need to walk away now...” I looked out one of the front windows. “ ... and you should head out the back door. Janey just drove into the driveway.”Steve was trying to put up a defense.“Steve are you out of your mind? No, we won’t work this out.”. To this day, I don't know why I did that, but it was again an action that dramatically changed my life.I slipped in through the back door, down the hall towards the main sitting room. I could hear voices, or rather soft moans coming from that area. Almost on tippy-toe, I walked towards the room just easing around the corner standing there looking in. It wasn't as though there was a lot going on, but enough. Enough to shock me anyway, even disillusion me to some extent, though later in my room I. That was a week ago now. I wasjust starting to be able to think about it without crying and shaking likea leaf in the wind, when I reached my current state. I'm free, you see, floatingabove the waste of flesh that was my body. I can tell you all this now asI'm free to do as I want. My body died a few hours ago. So, back to my shorthorror. WAKING UP My eyes were not yet open, and Ifelt like I'd got a terrible hang-over. My first thought was that my headhurt, not just hang-over like, but also. He smiled and returned to his computer taking the time to adjust his pants to relive some restraint on himself. He had much respect for her, and never took her beauty for granted. He was honest in his comments on how beautiful she was, but never perverted like all the others that posted. However, this time he could fight his urges no longer, she stole his reason to look forward to the next day long ago and now she was to take the place as the eye of his satisfaction. She removed the shirt and.