What did I get myself into? This is insane! The thoughts scurried through her head, hardly registering against the backdrop of pain radiating from her...insides. Shes going to ruin me, Im never going to be able to go out without diapers or maybe Ill have to have surgery. My insides are ruined, my colon is stretched, I am never going to recover. Marie knew it wasnt true, Lora explained it to her over and over the first few weeks, but she couldnt escape the fear. Then, the anger came. What the fuck. . hell we even made out within 5 mins of facing eye to eye.. That night after we all were danced out, it was like 3 in the morning so we said our goodbyes to her gfs that she came with and we went to the nearest park to spend some alone time.. Before we even got near the park we made out heavily, hands groping each other and everything.We got to the park and I said I wanna make her mind every night beginning tonight and that I wouldn't let her go till I made her feel satisfied every night and I. You should talk to him."Martha decided she quite liked this Pastor, though she had never been very religious herself.She asked, "How difficult would it be to find a house?"The Pastor ignored her completely and continued to talk to Elias, "He lives in the little red painted cottage next to the smithy. You can't miss it."Then he looked at Martha somewhat sternly, and said, "Children in this community do not interrupt their elders."Martha retorted, "I'm not a child. I shall be eighteen in three. ’ He smiled kindly to her, he hoped that he had chosen the right words, and had placed them in the right order. Too many times he had been slapped before for making such mistakes. Since Amanda had not done so yet, he figured that he had done well, especially since she had smiled. Amanda:’I’m pretty surprised about all of this happening, I don’t feel like the same person anymore.’ Fred:’I not surprise. I think you comfortable more with body, and learn you like people looking you. Even more when.