Not to mention extensive tendon and ligament damage. I stared down six months of rehab, and that was after they put in a new kneecap for me. One of th...se new artificial knees, made from titanium and silicone. I’d be able to walk, and even run a bit, but I’d never be able to play college Baseball again. As for the Majors, yeah fuckin’ right!My Baseball career ended on that field in Gainesville.I kinda slipped into depression at that point, and only Sophie kept me alive, so to speak. Yeah, I. Surprisingly, I didn't know how to react. On a fantasy level, this is what I always wanted. But on a REAL level I was FURIOUS. I tired up. I was humiliated. Angered. Enraged. I felt HATE. And FEAR. I was confused, but angry and upset.I parked quietly and let myself in. I made my way upstairs slowly without a sound. As I neared the bedroom door, I heard them. It wasn?t the hot, passionate sex I expected. They were giggling! They were talking quietly. It was lover's talk!! They were. Lots of other young black women on campus had my dilemma. They were pretty, and talented, but didn’t seem to be attracting the young black men. Most of them, especially the athletes, seemed to desire only white or Latin women. I’m not hating on them. You go with whoever makes you happy, you know? Life is too short to focus on color when looking for love. When I asked a young black man named Patterson about that, he had some strange things to tell me. He told me that most of the young black guys. "I noticed you looking at me at dinner my first night here, then it occurred to me, Kate must not be giving you any sex at all lately. I'm sure she isn't, if you're looking at an old woman like me." Old? Hell, you're a lot more attractive than I imagined, Beverly. But you're right, our sex life has been non-existent." Well, I have to hand it to you, you must be pretty loyal to my daughter." But you're her mother!" Exactly, Steve, I know you wouldn't mess around behind Kate's back. But I am your.